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Chasing perfection

Chasing perfection

There’s no such thing as perfection…

lifestyle, health, self love, body imageGabie RudyteAugust 25, 2018perfection, chasing perfection, what is perfect, body, self love, body image, confidence, size -, gabie rudyte, lifestyle blog, spirituality blog, life blog, life lessons, universe blogComment

Well, friends... My New York City chapter is coming to an end. 🛬I moved to NYC August 29th, 2015 and I will be leaving August 29, 2019.🛫 (Wanted to make this chapter exactly 4 years long, and have Aug.29th be an extra special day for me!)
I came to New York with big hopes & dreams. Doing acting! Having my own apartment! Living out the Carrey Bradshaw fantasy! Moreover, I thought I will stay her forever. New york is amazing, but you won’t know what it’s really like until you fully experience it — and I did. I loved every second of it — it’s incredible. but the last 3-4 months my heart wouldn’t stop pulling towards Europe. I tried to convince myself that THIS IS where I’m meant to be, but as we all know... it’s hard to quiet your heart!❤️
I’m a completely different person than I was 4 years ago. I didn’t change — I just started shedding everything that wasn’t really me. My want to be in an entertainment industry came from a need for validation, my desire to have my own apartment came from the idea that a Carrey Bradshaw life will make me feel fulfilled. Moreover, I thought that NYC is was where I was meant to be forever.
*dramatic plot-twist*
It’s not!😅
I can’t even tell you how much I miss Europe, how much I crave a slower, less noisy experience of life. Nature. Different culture. New, unknown adventures. Moreover, I’m so excited to be closer to family. In the next few months I will see more of my family than last 4 years COMBINED — which is insanity.
🧐So, what’s the plan?! Well, for the first time in my life I don’t have a plan and I AM SO EXCITED. I am flying into Holland, but after I spend some time there, I wanna go live in different places in Europe. A few months in France, in Italy, Spain... you name it. I’ll see where life leads me. I’m just hella proud of myself for making this difficult decision. It’s easy to get stuck in a rut & continue living the way you’re living ‘just because you’ve been doing it for years.’ We fall into habits & routines, and our life starts to run on autopilot.
✨ It’s never too late to change up your life. It’s never too late to end a chapter & fearlessly start a new one. May we all have the courage to follow our hearts.❤️

Oh hi hi. Don’t have much to say other than:
1. Last night’s @368 x @bhphoto event was great
2. Lots of changes are happening and I’m trying to stay calm and collected
3. It’s all good though. It’s exciting changes
4. When life gives you lemons, put it on your shirt
5. Those lights behind me are dope
That’s it. That’s all I wanted to say. Cool. Okay. Bye bye for now!

My 10pm thoughts whilst on the subway.
Been thinking about how we all want to experience T H E S A M E things in life.
Love. Passion. Purpose. Connection. Joy. Happiness. Success. Abundance. Well-being. Peace.
However, we all go about it in different ways — and that’s where the beauty lies.
You experience true peace when meditating.
He experiences it with a book.
You find your sense of purpose in being a lawyer.
She finds her sense of purpose in creating art.
We all are here to experience the same things — but in different ways.
It’s time we stop judging of how others are living their lives. What paths they choose. Whom they love. Where they live. How they dress. What they believe. What they pursue.
May we all have the freedom to experience this life fully, in our O W N W A Y, and allow others to do the same.

Infinite Universal energy in a temporary physical body.✨
Man oh man oh man how beautiful this life is. Our human bodies especially. These perfect structures that have mind blowing mechanisms that keep us alive & functioning & we don’t even have to think about it!!!
I’ve been finding 0 faults with my body lately. 0. Nothin. I got nothin! After all, what do I have to complain about? A pimple here, a stretch mark there?
💁🏼‍♀️Nah, I’m good! In a grand scheme of things, my existence is teeny tiny. Living to 100 years old is the goal (if all goes well) so why the 🦆 would I spend my precious time worrying, complaining, picking apart & hating? I’ve got better thangs to do! This cool, beautiful human suit is the greatest and most mind blowing creation.🤯
👼🏻We’re cute lil’ angels on this cute lil’ planet (which, btw, we have been VERY unkind to) and this experience is meant to be enjoyed.
Feeling more than ever connect to Source and Life and The Universe.
✨One with Life✨

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